Thursday, August 30, 2007

even sinners need to dream

Haven't posted in a very long time, i guess it was partly cause i've been hooked onto ge, and also partly cause im just too sian to touch the blog, or to bloghop.

General Paper prelims ended on monday, getting a fix of coffee and red bull i proceeded to talk cock to park at the softball morning table. Sadly, we didn't realise that although the canteen seemed full, the people around us were all year ones and thus, we were late. Not to mention i didn't go to the toilet before rushing into the hall, and i completely forgot about bringing my jacket, so i had to waste time (looking for an open door, realising theres none and opening one myself, before) going out of the hall. Luckily the caffeine fix kept me awake for the whole paper for the first time in my essay/compre-writing life, so it kinda balances out.

Oh, and a overdose of caffeine causes a twitchy cheek and other symptoms that make you think you're having a stroke, so careful with the caffeine.

Maybe i'll just talk about music

Not sure what else to blog about, the titles just a line from Black Sabbath's The Devil Cried, which is actually qutie a cool song, and not just cause the word "Devil" is in there. Though it would be interesting if lying to the devil to make him tear would help you escape hell, i would've thought if you touched the Devil till he weeped, he'd be more eager to keep you. Or maybe Satan just needs to keep his macho reputation or he'll get taunted by beezlebub or whoever for being a wuss.

I just thought about it and Dream Theatre's Ministry of Lost Souls is really a very (long and) sad song, at least the way i intepreted it:

The water´s edge,
Is where she waits.
Lost soul still wondering.
Meant to die,
But she´s stuck
Not crossing over.

The other side,
Is where he waits.
His spirit reaching out.
Meant to save,
But she´s too scared
To take his hand.

-insert chorus here-

Feeling scared,
She´s prepared,
To give up everything.
She can´t stand,
To feel like half of her is fading.

He will choose,
The only way,
To rid her of her pain.
Take her soul now,
The decision has been made.

Just seems to me like the guy in heaven decided that to save her he'd switch places with her so she could go to paradise while he, in her place, wandered the empty plains of a earth without living souls (think silent hill) Sounds like a huge sacrifice to make, to live for eternity in utter loneliness, but thats the power of love i guess.

And now about Park's new fave-omg-wah-why-never-hear-of-it-earlier-knn-ccb-i-like song! Hear n Aid's We are Stars, sung by the likes of Dio, Halford, Dokken etc! The youtube link is here: http://youtube.com/watch?v=qZktrrqT1A0, youtube/blogger still doesnt let me copy embeds, so this is the best i can do for y'all. The lyrics actually pronouce the start of the campaign i guess (though i wouldn't know, i wasn't even born when this song was first played):

Eric Bloom (Blue Oyster Cult):
We can be strong
We are fire and stone


Paul Shortino (Quiet Riot, Rough Cutt):
And we all want to touch a rainbow

Geoff Tate (Queensryche):
But singers and songs
Will never change it alone

We are calling you, calling you

Don Dokken (Dokken):
We're the beating of a heart
The beginning we're the start

Paul Shortino:
Forever we will shine

I find that red-ed part quite true, like in Live Earth and the countless other environmental, humanitarian, whatever movements, the singers and stars are of no use if the people do not respond. We need to make the difference, a star may have millions of dollars, but he is but one. The little things that people do starts the revolution, not some massive donation, or some massive roadshow. We are billions and with us doing our part, we are the ones who can make the difference for our world, we are the ones who could do anything.

So go donate some money, volunteer somewhere, pick up litter, smoke less, drive less, whatever. If you think you're doing something humanitarian, good for you, if you aren't, its never too late to start right?

Saturday, August 11, 2007

acid tears burn my eyes

Angra - Bleeding Heart

Now I know that the end comes,
You knew it since the beginning.
Didn't want to believe it's true.
You are alone again, my soul will be with you.

Why is the clock even running?
If my world isn't turning.
Hear your voice in the doorway wind,
You are alone again .

I'm only waiting.
You tear into pieces my heart,
Before you leave with no repentance.
I cried to you, my tears turning into blood.

I'm ready to surrender.
You say that I take it too hard,
And all I ask is comprehension.
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart.
I'm ready to surrender.

I remember the moments,
Life was short for the romance.
Like a rose it will fade away,
I'm leaving everything.

No regrets, war is over.
The return of a soldier,
Put my hands on my bleeding heart.
I'm leaving all behind.

No longer waiting.
You tear into pieces my heart,
Before you leave with no repentance.
I cried to you, my tears turning into blood.

I'm ready to surrender.
You say that I take it too hard,
And all I ask is comprehension.
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart.
I'm ready to surrender.

I've waited for so long!

No longer waiting.
You tear into pieces my heart,
Before you leave with no repentance.
I cried to you, my tears turning into blood.

I'm ready to surrender.
You say that I take it too hard,
And all I ask is comprehension.
Bring back to you a piece of my broken heart.
I'm ready to surrender.

I'm ready to surrender...

Day 1 and already i'm feeling lost, my heart uneasy. But till monday come, i shall be patient and wait.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

the man in a pink shirt

So i was at the indoor statium on saturday to catch WWE, the first thing that came to my attention was that the large screens hanging from the ceiling were not being used to show close-ups of the matches, or anything at all. The next and probably most annoying factor is the lack of commentators, you know? The guy in the cowboy hat that always fills relatively boring punch-punch moments with enthusiastic and sometimes random comments? That certainly took some punch out of the show.

Most of the matches were moderately interesting, since some of the wrestlers were new to me and they didn't have the attractive flair that old school undertaker and steve austin had. Rey Mysterio's match with Chavo was nice though, since we were treated with many of his usual flips and jumps and random stunts, all being executed by a relatively chunky large man (compared to us asians) And it was interesting to see the great Khali and his 2.51m frame up close.

I noticed though, that the Singaporean crowd is a pretty bastard crowd, since every match they will continuously cheer and support one person while incessantly jeering the other. Unlike many shows, there were no mixes of cheers and jeers but a united stand to support one and degrade the other. So i come to the pink man, who may not have been the most noticeable without his pink shirt (in WWE, wtf?) and the fact he seemed, from afar, to be Mr. Chan. Since he was rich and sat next to the wrestlers walk, he could happily jeer every contestant he didn't like and taunt them with his excessive arm gestures and that X-at-the-groin-using-your-2-arms move. The black wrestler (something buurke) kinda shouted at him from the ring corner while he did that. Rey Mysterio got down from the stage to do it with the pink man at Chavo, (which was really funny) while many rushed up to them to join in. I'm not sure if he was ever scolded, though some beng at the side (whom buurke constantly shouted "you shut up" at) got scolded by a security guard.

Overall, other than the fact i reached home at 1a.m., it was a great night =)

I finally got Dream Theater's new album too! Borrowed, that is, from Mahesa. It really makes their last seem crappy (imho, though, it was.) Prophets of war really kicks ass, especially after the first few verses. Y'all should go buy/borrow/dl/sample/imeem it!

Is it time to make a change?
Are we closer than before?
Can we help them break away?
Are we profiting from war?

Its time to make a change.