high

I think i'm at a high point today.

Went for e musicfest auditions after lunch at thaipan (been what, 2 weeks + since i last went there?) but with a few of e class guys, not e softballers.

Some interesting performances, just made it to see james bash up the drums. Too bad he kinda drowned out hanloong and gongkia. Ohwells. Timsoo's band did well, with khairi typically squeezing out high notes and taufiq, well, owning. Shiva's band was zai too with e shen guitarist (whats his name?) though their vocalist didnt sound very suited for e song they played. Lastly, carpark played rebel yell. It was interesting to see Normen sing, its really a different side to him. It was also fun to scream and shout with good ol' crazy yinghao. Park had some rather fierce backups and weiming totally owned in e guitar solo. They were e only band (that i heard) that finished their song. Total ownage guys, whatever Jeff (something) says, you guys still rocked.

Then they went for training. I'm not gonna grouse anymore, kinda depressing and stupid to keep staying in active depression.

I think i saw a spark today. A happy glimmer.

hope is youth's delusion