feeling sad

for things i've lost, things i've missed, things i never did..

for the people i'd left behind, for the people who've left me behind, for those i never cherished, and those who never cherished..

for whats passed, as they will never return, for whats to come and the mistakes i'll make that turn the future to regret, again and again..

I'm blind with excellent hindsight to remind myself of my blindness..

to let me regret, always.

When a blind man cries - Deep Purple

If you're leaving, close the door.
I'm not expecting people anymore.
Hear me grieving, I'm lying on the floor.
Whether I'm drunk or dead I really ain't too sure.

I'm a blind man, I'm a blind man and my world is pale.
When a blind man cries,
Lord, you know there ain't no sadder tale.

Had a friend once in a room,
Had a good time but it ended much too soon.
In a cold month in that room
We found a reason for the things we had to do.

I''m a blind man, I'm a blind man, now my room is cold.
When a blind man cries,
Lord, you know he feels it from his soul...

I'm feeling sad.