so what am i supposed to feel?
Bloggers being a bitch. damn.
VJC softball is overall double third with the guys beating NJ 12-2 and the girls 7-3, this marks the end of this years softball season and also the end of softball for many of the year twos. From here on life will be a flurry of mugging, lectures and tutorials as the blardy A levels approach. (and all the frick'n lectures tests) So to my year 2 buddies (in alphabetical order, i think):
Dualiap with the damn nice name (danielyew): The first base big man with the smooth swing, you never fail to crack me up with your constant fluctuations between cynicism and total random lameness. Life was really great when we could make racist jokes about krishnan during trainings, expecially with your cock expression while scolding him. =D
David: My lecture kaki gamer freak, always trying to influence us boy boys to play LAN when training/match has been canceled/postponed, while you're really (like REALLY) gong and irritating at times you're still good fun to be with. Especially so when you're on one of your lame streaks, cracking me up. During this period of time i've noticed your throw has improved drastically so i guess some hard work has paid of eh? Just study more and play less PS2/DOTA/Handphone-games alright?
James: Drummer freak! You're always the skinny lame bitch who makes me totally stunned with your very lame comments and replies. You're my coffee kaki (with park+david) for lectures and the bugger who never ceases to impress me by playing handphone games but still understanding the lecture! You're always the helpful boy making sacrifices while being staunch about sticking to your decisions. Its always great to see your determination in all the stuff you do, it makes me want to work even harder. Don't be sad about your weak arms, they drum well and now they'll own "A"s!
Krishnan: The holy cow man who eats beef anyway. I salute you for being so understanding that our racist jokes are all for fun, laughter, peace and joy and playing along with us, that takes a great amount of heart and mind to do. Respect. I'm also rather jealous that you live so bloody near to school, and of your HOLYSHITOWNAGEWTF grades. Seriously, you can consider being a professor man!
Park: The bossman-vice-captain-whom-everyone-thinks-is-the-captain-somehow. You're another of my lecture kakis whos always being damn lame and agitated about people you're not liking at the moment. Its always nice sharing good music with you and our piano sessions (despite my total suckiness at learning it) have always been enjoyable, even when you don't have "new material" for us. You didn't get to play much this year, but its alright cause i feel that your support, your friendliness has been important, if not integral, in holding the team together. Now its time to work hard to achieve your last year's goal of doing so well the JC changes its name to Park Junior College.
Qichao: Yo bro, hehe giving up so easily isn't your style. Look at softball, you're always headstrong and eager to do things your own way, to trust in yourself and your abilities that only you know best. You may not believe it but training with you always opened my eyes and gave me greater motivation to excel. Try putting some of that into your personal life and studies man, you'll rock ass and you know that we'll always be around to help you out! Must study together sometime!
Xiahan: The chinese faces of the year, you're the serious yet fun guy of the year twos, always giving an air of responsibility that doesn't border on strictness. You're the man to look for when i need smart and serous conversational material. Of course, study helps are also dispensable from your brilliant dunman head =D
Yinghao: SHAGGY BOY. You're probably the most lovable (after james, with park closely behind you) of the lot despite your constant spewing of vulgarities and eternal dirtiness. You're always huggable and hittable at the same time, totally killing me with laughter at the completely random matter-of-fact statements. You're also great at juggling between mugging and gaming and your grades are testament to that. I sure hope we don't ever lose contact cause the you're probably going to be one of those guys who'll still be as retarded when we all start working, cracking all of us up =)
Yonny: My SJI brudder, haha you're another of those buggers who juggles between two hogh commitment CCAs and also the stress of being a scholar. (keeping grades sky high) Yet you're a good player with good grades and who isn't a freeloader off SC. Respect man, tutor me one day XD
Yongkiat: The great captain who injured me, i don't really hold you for the whole incident cause i know its just a stupid accident. You're the type of cool and composed boys whos also surprisingly sensitive despite your fierce demeanour. Our cool handshake thing always makes me feel a little better somehow and you're always the man to crap with about naruto and whatsnot. (Secret: when i first saw your throw i made it my goal to beat that standard, i.e. you were probably my first motivators to EXCEL in softball) You were also highly supportive for the period just after the accident, some people might call it "expected" but seriously from the bottom of my heart thanks for being there, it meant alot.
To the year ones, i'll probably type it another day cause i'm tired, but if i somehow don't, then as i always say, you still have next year. And i reiterate that i am convinced that you guys will totally dominate the competition next year, i've seen the talent and i see the hard work. That goes for the girls too, you gals just got unlucky this year, you can see it as letting the cupboard take a break from holding the trophy all these years. Next year its time to retrieve the trophy back from its surrogate holders, so go for it!
I say all these yet i wonder what i really should be feeling about this whole situation. Win, lose, isome people keep trying to make it seem like it doesn't concern me, like i am unworthy. For now, I'm actually affected by that.
Save me from my redoubt of rage
VJC softball is overall double third with the guys beating NJ 12-2 and the girls 7-3, this marks the end of this years softball season and also the end of softball for many of the year twos. From here on life will be a flurry of mugging, lectures and tutorials as the blardy A levels approach. (and all the frick'n lectures tests) So to my year 2 buddies (in alphabetical order, i think):
Dualiap with the damn nice name (danielyew): The first base big man with the smooth swing, you never fail to crack me up with your constant fluctuations between cynicism and total random lameness. Life was really great when we could make racist jokes about krishnan during trainings, expecially with your cock expression while scolding him. =D
David: My lecture kaki gamer freak, always trying to influence us boy boys to play LAN when training/match has been canceled/postponed, while you're really (like REALLY) gong and irritating at times you're still good fun to be with. Especially so when you're on one of your lame streaks, cracking me up. During this period of time i've noticed your throw has improved drastically so i guess some hard work has paid of eh? Just study more and play less PS2/DOTA/Handphone-games alright?
James: Drummer freak! You're always the skinny lame bitch who makes me totally stunned with your very lame comments and replies. You're my coffee kaki (with park+david) for lectures and the bugger who never ceases to impress me by playing handphone games but still understanding the lecture! You're always the helpful boy making sacrifices while being staunch about sticking to your decisions. Its always great to see your determination in all the stuff you do, it makes me want to work even harder. Don't be sad about your weak arms, they drum well and now they'll own "A"s!
Krishnan: The holy cow man who eats beef anyway. I salute you for being so understanding that our racist jokes are all for fun, laughter, peace and joy and playing along with us, that takes a great amount of heart and mind to do. Respect. I'm also rather jealous that you live so bloody near to school, and of your HOLYSHITOWNAGEWTF grades. Seriously, you can consider being a professor man!
Park: The bossman-vice-captain-whom-everyone-thinks-is-the-captain-somehow. You're another of my lecture kakis whos always being damn lame and agitated about people you're not liking at the moment. Its always nice sharing good music with you and our piano sessions (despite my total suckiness at learning it) have always been enjoyable, even when you don't have "new material" for us. You didn't get to play much this year, but its alright cause i feel that your support, your friendliness has been important, if not integral, in holding the team together. Now its time to work hard to achieve your last year's goal of doing so well the JC changes its name to Park Junior College.
Qichao: Yo bro, hehe giving up so easily isn't your style. Look at softball, you're always headstrong and eager to do things your own way, to trust in yourself and your abilities that only you know best. You may not believe it but training with you always opened my eyes and gave me greater motivation to excel. Try putting some of that into your personal life and studies man, you'll rock ass and you know that we'll always be around to help you out! Must study together sometime!
Xiahan: The chinese faces of the year, you're the serious yet fun guy of the year twos, always giving an air of responsibility that doesn't border on strictness. You're the man to look for when i need smart and serous conversational material. Of course, study helps are also dispensable from your brilliant dunman head =D
Yinghao: SHAGGY BOY. You're probably the most lovable (after james, with park closely behind you) of the lot despite your constant spewing of vulgarities and eternal dirtiness. You're always huggable and hittable at the same time, totally killing me with laughter at the completely random matter-of-fact statements. You're also great at juggling between mugging and gaming and your grades are testament to that. I sure hope we don't ever lose contact cause the you're probably going to be one of those guys who'll still be as retarded when we all start working, cracking all of us up =)
Yonny: My SJI brudder, haha you're another of those buggers who juggles between two hogh commitment CCAs and also the stress of being a scholar. (keeping grades sky high) Yet you're a good player with good grades and who isn't a freeloader off SC. Respect man, tutor me one day XD
Yongkiat: The great captain who injured me, i don't really hold you for the whole incident cause i know its just a stupid accident. You're the type of cool and composed boys whos also surprisingly sensitive despite your fierce demeanour. Our cool handshake thing always makes me feel a little better somehow and you're always the man to crap with about naruto and whatsnot. (Secret: when i first saw your throw i made it my goal to beat that standard, i.e. you were probably my first motivators to EXCEL in softball) You were also highly supportive for the period just after the accident, some people might call it "expected" but seriously from the bottom of my heart thanks for being there, it meant alot.
To the year ones, i'll probably type it another day cause i'm tired, but if i somehow don't, then as i always say, you still have next year. And i reiterate that i am convinced that you guys will totally dominate the competition next year, i've seen the talent and i see the hard work. That goes for the girls too, you gals just got unlucky this year, you can see it as letting the cupboard take a break from holding the trophy all these years. Next year its time to retrieve the trophy back from its surrogate holders, so go for it!
I say all these yet i wonder what i really should be feeling about this whole situation. Win, lose, isome people keep trying to make it seem like it doesn't concern me, like i am unworthy. For now, I'm actually affected by that.
Save me from my redoubt of rage
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